huge Christmas doldrums, exacerbated by spending way too much money, which afforded me a nice guilt trip for the holidays.
weirdness everywhere. in my heart in my head in everyone else as seen by me...
I hate being like this.
I was going to start a new year's resolution list but it would be 300 miles long and would basically amount to my needing to change each and every thing about my life and head which, um hello?, rather daunting task-wise.